Dedicate

Selamat ulang tahun sayang

Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang

Ku nanti penuh kerinduan

Selamat tinggal, Selamat jalan

This song I dedicate for some one. Selamat Ulang Tahun. Hope your life more brighten then ever. Hope God bless you ever. Inside my heart you are my best moment even for a while. Thanks a lot.

Day by Day

Leave, yeah
I finally realize that I'm nothing without you
I was wrong, forgive me.

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo

I sigh deeply as if the ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out, "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation, but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you,
did he make you cry?
Dear, can you even see me,
did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because
I can't get closer nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself,
erasing my thoughts a thousand time

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you
Take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day, I become duller

I cry, cry
You're my all
Say goodbye, bye
Oh my love
Don't lie, lie
You're my heart
Say goodbye

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her
So I won't ever get a different mind
Even the smallest regrets won't ever be left out
Please live well as if I should be jealous

You should always be like that bright sky
like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that
As if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
(after leaving me)
Those tears will dry completely
(as time past by)
It would've hurt less
If we didn't meet at all
I hope you will bury our promise
Of being together forever
I pray for you

Basic

Hey Readers,

aku rasa dah lama aku tak menulis dalam bahasa melayu blog aku nie. hurmmm now aku nak back to basic dari first aku start blog nie. mulakan secara rojak. english and malay. okay kan.?? aku xtaw nape aku rasa kehidupan begitu kejam. kawan makan kawan, i mean tikam belakang bukan makan cam nasi. kawan yang dah lame menghilangkan diri tanpa sebab dan alasan kukuh. kawan yang ada di depan mata dan menwatkan diri kiter seperti ilusi di hadapan dia. kawan yang mementingkan diri sendiri. hurmmmm tue ker kawan namenyer.??

bak kate bestie aku syda - " kiter tak perlukan kawan baek kerana kawan baek tue la yang kiter tak declare kawan akan jadi sejati akhirnyer." bagi aku ko tetap kawan baek even aku try tak nak menganggap ko kawan baek. tapi sumpah ko memang kawan sejati. tegur ak dengan maki hamun bagi aku sedar betapa ader lagi orang laen sayang aku. thanks babe. ko memang terbaek dari cheras.

bak kater johan - "kawan baek nie bukan bertahun-tahun kawan. kadang-kadang kawan baek terjadi selepas ko gado besar and membenci antara satu same laen then tetibe ko ley jadi click dengan orang ko benci become bestfriend ko." betul juga ade kebenaran cakap jo. aku dulu mana ader suke syda. siap kutuk-kutuk lagi then tetibe kami jadi kawan baek. hangout, sharing everything together.

bak kater fae lak - "aku tak pernah ader kawan baek selaen mu, syda and zue. laen hanya kawan jew." fae memang cam nie. dier jujur. tak pernah ambik pot hal orang laen. yang dier taw dier nak kawan-kawan dier hepi and paling penting perangai dier tak menyakitkan hati sesiapa.

bagi aku, even aku tak banyak kawan yang click dengan aku. tapi aku syukur kerana di pertemukan dengan dieorang nie. padahal kami dulu tak la click. then we share everything. korank aku sayang korank. to all readers, pilih la kawan and bukan lawan. kawan sejati akan mencorak kiter menjadiu yang terbaek. thanks for reading this post.

With Atitude!

Hey Readers,

Last 2 weeks i totally weak. A lot of problem, lazy and such the damn feeling when you create the stupid act. Huh! that me. I dont know. Then my bestie ask me to accompany her to hangout n eat sundae. okay we meet at klcc park. what the best thing on that day is - we build up our atitude. And take some fotoshoot. here some of the best picture from us. Sorry i not as good to make this picture interesting arrange on each side. lol~

Word Missing

Beautiful, instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off the world when you are in sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares,
and loves being with you,
and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have you
the one who turns to his friends and says "THAT HER!"

He one of my past memory. When i turn back my memory, i cant deny that he one of part in my life. To avoid him I'm not too strong. But thanks to my beloved friends. Because you all i can stand until now. I'm happy with my life but sometime when sudden i think about him, i felt hurt. I always think that im too lucky but unfortunately im not. I always imagine that im the girl that he needed in life.

RedBull + Crap Shit = Bull Shit

Hey Readers,

Sometime i not feeling sick but people annoying beside me make me sick. what wrong with you all. have i disturb your life.?? Get your life la. Why so busybody disturb and talking shit about my life.?? You are also not perfect ok!

Some of my beloved friend avoid myself. i don't know why. When im asking the answer is "nothing". Hey just sincere with me. If some of my act makes you hurt say it! Don't pretend like nothing happen. And you know right that im not at kelompok Crap Shit. Why make myself invisible at you eventhough we are too close.??

i hate this week! i get poisoning food, my antibody not so good, my friend wat hal, my quiz test i can not score. Huh! hate so much!

DEM!DEM!DEM!

to Crap Shit GET YOUR LIFE!

The Greatest Memories untill now..

Hey Readers,

I don't know when were friend and absolutely is our friendship is sincere. Aizat is one of da kinda person, a little bit shy with me, sewel plus sengal and always make my face in 'udang kepanasan a.k.a merah'. Syda is cakap banyak fm, superB sengal plus sewel and the best in herself is she always make us laughing with her act. She sweet, cool and soooo cute. And pity to Aizat because syda always kenakan he with some of joke yang make him shy. Hahahaha.. Friends : i ♥ both of you and also enjoy with that day (1 march 2010)

:: Here some of our enjoyable day picture::



with heart

with attitude

with heart on V'day

hey readers,

On V'day my family and i make vacation on melacca. this photo are related with what we are feeling at. great, superB and sweet memories there. many places we go such as pernu-umbai (eating), safari nyte, taman botanikal, melacca town and other place. whatever pon, the travell so sweet and great.. ♥ my family so much (^o^)