katak vs ketam

saya tak tau kenapa saya rindu katak saya. haha ^^,
kompom kalo katak saya baca blog saya nie saya akan malu. haha ^^,
katak saya rindu katak. xtaw nape tetibe rindu katak. haha ^^,
padahal bukan ada pape special pon ari nie tapi saya tetibe rindu katak. haha ^^,
saya juga menanti kalo la saya, katak, hypo dan rhino (bf hypo) dapat hangout sama-sama. mesti besh kan. haha ^^,
saya tak saba tunggu hari hangout kami raya nanti. haha ^^,
tapi saya taw hypo saya lagi rindukan rhino.haha ^^,
mesti readers pelik sapa katak, hypo n rhino.haha ^^,
nanti saya uploadkan pikcha katak, hypo dan rhino ok.? haha.^^,
akhir kata, saya rindu katak. walaupown saya panggil katak kani a.k.a ketam. tapi gelaran katak sesuai untuk katak. haha ^^,
cam dalam cite princess and frog. haha ^^,
katak atau ketam same je, katak tetap katak saya. haha ^^,
katak bye bye. ^^,

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Hey Readers,

Pernah tak korang rasa bersalah.? atau dipersalahkan.? Aku pernah rasa kedua-duanya dan aku dalam keadaan kedua-duanya sekarang. Aku tak paham kenapa aku dipersalahkan hanya sebab kehidupan orang lain. Aku ke perampas bahagia orang lain.? NO! aku bukan perampas kehidupan orang lain. Aku juga bukan pemusnah masa depan orang lain.

Tapi kenapa aku dipersalahkan.? Kenapa.? Hanya kerana KAU tak berjaya kau nak persalahkan aku.? Kau dah ada kehidupan sempurna, ada orang sayang kau. Pergilah jauh dari aku. Aku berhak bahagia. kita dah bawak haluan masing-masing. YES! aku rasa bersalah sebab aku pernah berjanji yang kita akan berjaya sama-sama tapi perlu ke aku masih seperti dulu dengan kau.? Nape masih menyalahkan aku.? Ibarat aku yang jahat di mata semua orang. Akulah punca segalanya berlaku. Perlu ke menyalahkan aku lagi dengan apa berlaku di antara kita.? Aku berhak bangun selepas aku jatuh. kenapa bila aku nak capai kejayaan kau ibarat parasit dan menjatuhkan aku. CUKUP selama nie kau jatuh kan aku.

Thanks to my beloved friends sebab support aku. Aku tak perlukan kau dan kau tak perlukan aku. Maafkan aku kerana menyakiti kau dan juga ahli keluarga kau. Aku tak nak sakitkan hati family aku dan kawan-kawan aku dah. Aku sedar jatuh bangun aku adalah bersama family aku dan beloved friends. Aku tak perlu toleh belakang hanya sebab kau. CUKUP! Bye bye.

Fantasy

Hey Readers,

Two weeks ago if not mistaken, I was back to the old hobby - reading comics. At first I held my book entitled "Pakcik Kaki Panjang" but ultimately I do not like then I buy another book. "I definitely will buy next week (this week)" I talk to myself. Then my bff buy that books. Have two book tittle epilog and prolog. She buy both. She read the book and she told me that the book is very touching and sad hearts. What else my heart revolted I bought the book as well. This week I was able to buy and also I spent the afternoon reading in the comics. Syda talk right, the book touches feelings BUT why I do not feel anything. This feeling numb. Like I lost feeling. I unimaginable if I like the girl in the comic. Hurmmm everything is possible.

(-.-')

Hey Reader,

I am just an ordinary girl. Gross, a lot of play, never serious.sometimes I make all my friends laugh with my behavior and fantasy. but I'm aware, not all that exciting in my life forever.

I think I am tired of life. Each time, seconds, and when there is only the fiber makes me about the world. does not qualify me to live in peace.? hurmmm, I am a normal human being who has a heart and feelings.I also want decent living. but why some people can not see me happy. willing to stir my life.

I do not belong to you, and do not belong to anyone. so please do not disturb my life. we are just friends after what happened in the 'friendship' we. between you and I are only friends.i deserve for the better life even with anyone. I am sorry to know you.

お友達

お友達,

i tried to make all of you laugh, comfortable being beside me and also make so sweet in every moment with me. but as all of you known. i'm just a simple girl, pretty clumsy and always make difficult to all of you. im sorry. i tried very harder to make everything smooth but.... everything become difficult.

親友, i know everything are not at the smooth place but please accept me as who i am. im just tried not make annoy in your life. don't difficult your mind with what had i done to you. im sorry. im just a simple person and make everything done well. i had feeling and i know what is 傷つける.

めいめいがみな, i not a 完璧女の子. my hair 常に滞在していません in place & I 零れる 物事 a lot. I'm かなり不器用な & sometimes I have a ブロークンハート. 私の友人 & I sometimes けんか & maybe some days 何も goes right. but when i think 約 それは & take a ステップ バック I remember how びっくりするような 生活 truly in & that maybe. just maybe. I like being 完璧ではない...

당신을 사랑합니다?

Hey Readers,

Seriously I don't know why lately Im so depress. my feeling melayang-layang and I feel like in hell. Last night I watch movie that my friend give it to me - A Moment to Remember (Korean). From the beginning of movie are too slow but I like the ending. Her husband so patient even though his wife loss memory that we call as "loss memory diesease". Her husband never express the word I Love You BUT in ending of story her husband suddenly and finally said that he loves his wife much more that his wife loves him. How sweet right.? I love to watch love movie even though Im not a lucky person in love relationship. haha!

Anyway I hope that all my friend; Syda, Fae, Johan, Aizat, Zed Radzai, Diana, Hani, Ekin meet with their true love, don't be like me. You all deserve for the better love relationship. I love so much you guys. Hopefully God does not break off our friendship. I can not live without you all.

Last but not least,누군가 내가 사랑하는 당신은하지만 우리는 뜻은 아닙니다. Thanks being in mylife even for a while as friend. Lost of Love.

Experiment + Experience = Exit

Hey Readers,

Last Monday Me, Syda and Fae need to grooming our self. New Grooming, New Attitude, New Style. haha~ Our class end up at 2pm and after that we decided to go The Mines using Fae car. Like a picnic on my mind, aku pon bawak la roti panjang, muffin and mineral water. konon la nak picnic padahal dalam kereta jew pon.

Ops! kereta fae kehabisan minyak, xkan la nak guna minyak masak lak kan. so kiteOrg pon gi la kat stesyen minyak berhampiran a.k.a shell. Bak kata Fae-'Lebih Kilometer and support buatan Malaysia'. Padahal petronas sebelah jew kot kalo nak support buatan Malaysia. ape daa dier nie.
Pastue ada la 1 mamat nie ckp kat aku-"awak tayar pancit ek?", then dia trus blah. aku dengan bajet nyer pikir dia nak ngorat tapi rupanya betol tayar pancit. Dem! Dengan terkial² nya kami tak tahu langsung nak tukar tayar. Tetiba datang 1 hamba tuhan, kali nie bukan nak ngorat ok! Bia aku gelarkan dia as Uncle A. Uncle A la ajar kiteOrg tukar tayar semua. New Experience beb!

Then ngat kan dah happy ending tapi ada lagi masalah. Bila dah sampai salon ramai lak manusia di situ, then dengan hampa nya kami gi makan di mekdi. Perghhh sumpah cam sial! shake dia basi. I reapeat BASI! wah dah cam lagu Please Stand Up by Eminem lak. Sumpah pas nie aku xnak mintak shake kat mekdi dah. Malang yang berbau.

Lepas tue kiteOrg gi balik salon tue, so ader priority cikit la coz kiteOrg dah lama tunggu kan. Mula² syda. Chumil sial dier. Dem ah! nie jelez nie. then after that aku dgn fae. Sumpah aku tertidur time org salon shampoo rambut aku. time dia potong, lagi skali aku ketiduran. haha! Akhirnya kami groming with new hair. Thanx to our Hairstyling.

After that kiteOrg trus balik hostel. hari yang begitu menerujakan dan memalangkan ckit la. tapi whatever it is. we all are the bomb! haha~

Hey Readers,

As usual this week make me fatigue, eye bag, lack of sleep, and over tired. this word i really need to said so; "fuck up u bitch, don't pretend you are naive, berdiri atas kaki sendiri la!". huh! tak lega langsung mencarut cam tue. nak cakap depan2 cam x besh ar kan. sumpah aku penat dengan kerenah manusia. manusia yang bergelar manusia. aku seriously tak paham why those people ley wat bodoh jew tanpa rasa bersalah kat sesiape. macam big bos la plak aku rasa. huh! big W!