vacation or holiday.?

Hey Readers,

Letih tak terhingga diri aku. Selepas habis sport carnival di bmi aku terus gi genting keesokan harinye, pepagi dalam kul 8:30am (pagi la sgt!). Sampai sana we all trus check-in kat awana hotel (i give 4star la utk awana sbb best include service pon ok). Then naek cabel car ke genting. Lepak mapley coz pewot lapa (xsemua org taw kat genting ader kedai mapley ok!). Then jalan-jalan kat sana. Agak layan gak la dgn suhu sejuk kat sana ttbe lagi layan bila dah hujan. kompom la korank dapat byngkan suhu sana cam ner. Bila hujan plus petir korank agak-agak dapat x naek cabel car trun ke skyway. sudah semestinye NO WAY! sbb hujan la.

Bermula la episode kelam kabut sedikit. Aku dengan mak aku naek bus la direct ke awana hotel. then akak aku satu family include abg2 aku kena stay la kat genting coz sape nk bawak balik kereta kalo semua gerak g awana trus. Dah la kereta park kat skyway bus station. Akak aku pon mula la pasang strategi nak naek cab sbb cabel car xley operation sbb hujan, so nk di jadikan cerita pakcik cab (name xpayah meantion coz xtaw name pown) dgn selamber badak cab dengan bangganye dari genting ke skyway bus RM60! korank bayangkan la cekik darah. Mula-mula RM40 then tgk makin lebat ujan naek RM60. Akak aku xnak la. senang cerita kiterank xnak. Then g kat cabel car blk tgk2 dah function. Slamat RM60. haha. Sampai2 hotel pown dah kul 10:30pm (sumpah penat giler!).

Time bekpes lak kiterank bantai makan x hengat la. Rules on diet d ketepikan sbb xlarat tgk makanan sedap d tambahkan lak semlm punye la penat nak trun dari genting ke awana hotel. Padahal kalo x hujan ok jew perjalanan blk semlm. Haha :) Lepas jew mkn semua kiterank pown ambik la beberape gamba juge beli la beberapa bekalan utk kenalan2 di kL.

Nie adalah beberapa gambar semase berjalan-jalan di genting a.k.a korea :)

dari skyway ke genting. Abg eg memang wat lucu la time nie.

time nak balik dah so tangkap la gamba

picture sementara tunggu yang laen membeli bekalan utk kenalan, kami tangkap la gamba bersame si kecik qistina.

sport carnival!!

Hey Readers,

Here are some photographs in my storage during the sports carnival was held.Here we are !!

muka-muka ceria konon-konon la padahal tahan panas terik and terbakar muke tengah panas jaga takraw. we are linesman and scoreboard ^^,

muka-muka selepas abis mencari kedai makan sebab seharian menjaga takraw dari pagi hingga la ke petang. pewot lapa siot! :)

muka-muka meraikan kejayaan selepas abis sport carnival (last day), oppa dapat 1st runner utk volleyball and we all saket tekak selepas menyorakkan untuk pasukan team bmi kami :D

destinasi kami berakhir di sini. segalanya berakhir disini TAPI bukan bermaksud friendship kiterank dah berakhir. cume kenangan sport carnival berakhir di hadapan
da' gardens :p

word or harsh

Hey Readers,

"sorry" atau "maaf" - dua perkataan yang seringkali kita dengar ucapan ini bila melakukan sesuatu kesalahan atau menyedari akan kesalahan yang dilakukan oleh si pesalah. Bagi aku samada ucapan ikhlas/tidak ikhlas bergantung juga pada seseorang mengucapkan kata tersebut. Tiada manusia di dunia sempurna dan bagi yang tidak pernah menyebut perkataan ini, dia adalah seorang yang ego (ego tidak bertempat). setiap manusia mempunyai ego masing-masing TAPI tidak perlulah mempertahankan ego kalau secara terang-terangan kesalahan itu terjadi atas kesilapan kita sendiri.

Bagi aku, aku memang ingin mengucapkan perkataan ini pada seseorang tapi tidak pasti bila. Aku juga manusia biasa yang ada perasaan cuma tidak pasti samada aku benar-benar pasti atau tidak. Mungkin satu kesalahan kalau kita sayang seseorang dan dalam masa yang sama kita menyukai orang lain. Tapi yang pasti orang yang kita suka pula kita tidak tahu dia suka kita atau tidak, sebab kita sendiri tidak mengetahui kita menyukai dia dalam masa terlampau singkat.

Sejujurnya aku kadang-kadang cemburu gak la dengan orang yang boleh melukis. Aku teringin nak melukis tapi sayangnya aku tak pandai melukis. Sampaikan muka orang yang aku ngat akhirnyer luput di telan ngatan aku. haha. Yes! aku adalah peminat misteri seseorang tapi apakan daya aku, aku terlewat untuk membuatkan muke dia sentiase dalam ngatan aku. :)

FALL

Hey Readers,

Betul ke segala yang terjadi di dunia mahupon kehidupan kita hanyalah kebetulan atau... Segalanya dirancang rapi oleh manusia sendiri dan pihak yang lain yang merasa sengsara ataupon kegembiraan. Aku hanya manusia biasa - ada hati, perasaan, sedih, gembira, duka dan kadang-kadang terlampau murung dan mengeluh. haha! Papepon segala yang berlaku kita yang masih hidup perlu la menghadapi either suka or tak. Nak avoid pon xleh sebab segalanya tetap akan terjadi.

Percaya pada 'relationship'.? Semuaorang percaya kerana itu adlah perhubungan antara dua pihak. Tapi tak semuaorang percaya dan sebilangan minority sahaja tak percaya pada relationship. Jangan salah kan golongan minority sebab mereka ada sebab tersendiri kerana tak percaya pada relationship. Terpulang pada individu sendiri either its good or not with in relationship. Kadang-kadang relationship membuatkan kehidupan kita makin better than past but sometime not. It depend on person either they are lucky or seriosly not lucky. haha!

Luaran nampak tersangatlah perfect and segalanya sempurna tapi kita hanya manusia dan hanya dapat melihat dari luaran bukan pada dalaman. Dalaman setiap manusia berbeza-beza. Kadang-kadang kita merasakan dia merana dengan kehidupan dia tapi padahal dia begitu bahagia dengan kehidupan kita even kita tengok pada luaran menderita, vise versa.

Segalanya mungkin di dunia ini. Cuma kita sebagai manusia suka menidakkan. Tapi percayalah setiap manusia ada kisah di sebalik kehidupan mereka. Either kisah silam, kisah hitam mahupown kisah lampau segalanya adalah kisah kehidupan mereka sendiri dan kita sebagai manusia tidak perlulah menghukum sewenang-wenangnya. Terimalah seadanya dan semuaorang hanyalah manusia biasa.

continuous

Hey Readers,

As promised, I would like to introduce my good friends in my last blog, from left Encik Katak, Cik Ketam (me), Puan Hypo and Encik Rhino. Here our picture.

katak ketam hypo rhino


This is a picture of my bestfriends throughout my life. love you all.

moja huny johan fae

Infinity

Hey Readers,

Aku rasa hepi bila tengok kebahagiaan Rhino dengan Hypo. Bahagianya mereka. Syukur alhamdulillah tengok kebahagiaan mereka. Akhirnya tuhan bagi the right person untuk my beloved friend, Hypo. Aku berharap segalanya smooth between both of you.
Hypo ♥ Rhino equal Rhino ♥ Hypo.

Aku tak paham kenapa aku seperti dibelenggu rasa bersalah pada friendship someone. Kalaulah boleh diputarkan masa. Serius aku rasa aku xnak hadir dalam hidup dia. Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku parasit dalam persahabatan mereka. Aku rasa macam aku nie membuatkan persahabatan mereka cam xbesh aku rasa. Hurmmm banyak benda aku kena ubah.

Bukan aku nak menjadi seorang yang jual ikan (selfish) tapi kadang-kadang perlu aku rasa. Aku cuba larikan diri dari sesuatu. membuatkan sesuatu x wujud dalam kehidupan aku. Tapi serius aku paham aku xberdaya sebab segalanya infinity. Xmungkin aku dapat elak segalanya dan lepaskan cam tue jew.

Yang pastinya aku tahu. Antara kemahuan dan kehendak adalah perkara yang berbeza. Antara kepercayaan dan kejujuran juga antara dua element berbeza. Antara suka, ingin memiliki dan cinta juga suatu perasaan yang berbeza. Sejujurnya aku hanya ingin menjadi apa aku mahu tanpa rasa bersalah dan menjadi mangsa keadaan atau menyakitkan hati sesiapa.

katak vs ketam

saya tak tau kenapa saya rindu katak saya. haha ^^,
kompom kalo katak saya baca blog saya nie saya akan malu. haha ^^,
katak saya rindu katak. xtaw nape tetibe rindu katak. haha ^^,
padahal bukan ada pape special pon ari nie tapi saya tetibe rindu katak. haha ^^,
saya juga menanti kalo la saya, katak, hypo dan rhino (bf hypo) dapat hangout sama-sama. mesti besh kan. haha ^^,
saya tak saba tunggu hari hangout kami raya nanti. haha ^^,
tapi saya taw hypo saya lagi rindukan rhino.haha ^^,
mesti readers pelik sapa katak, hypo n rhino.haha ^^,
nanti saya uploadkan pikcha katak, hypo dan rhino ok.? haha.^^,
akhir kata, saya rindu katak. walaupown saya panggil katak kani a.k.a ketam. tapi gelaran katak sesuai untuk katak. haha ^^,
cam dalam cite princess and frog. haha ^^,
katak atau ketam same je, katak tetap katak saya. haha ^^,
katak bye bye. ^^,

________BLANK___________

Hey Readers,

Pernah tak korang rasa bersalah.? atau dipersalahkan.? Aku pernah rasa kedua-duanya dan aku dalam keadaan kedua-duanya sekarang. Aku tak paham kenapa aku dipersalahkan hanya sebab kehidupan orang lain. Aku ke perampas bahagia orang lain.? NO! aku bukan perampas kehidupan orang lain. Aku juga bukan pemusnah masa depan orang lain.

Tapi kenapa aku dipersalahkan.? Kenapa.? Hanya kerana KAU tak berjaya kau nak persalahkan aku.? Kau dah ada kehidupan sempurna, ada orang sayang kau. Pergilah jauh dari aku. Aku berhak bahagia. kita dah bawak haluan masing-masing. YES! aku rasa bersalah sebab aku pernah berjanji yang kita akan berjaya sama-sama tapi perlu ke aku masih seperti dulu dengan kau.? Nape masih menyalahkan aku.? Ibarat aku yang jahat di mata semua orang. Akulah punca segalanya berlaku. Perlu ke menyalahkan aku lagi dengan apa berlaku di antara kita.? Aku berhak bangun selepas aku jatuh. kenapa bila aku nak capai kejayaan kau ibarat parasit dan menjatuhkan aku. CUKUP selama nie kau jatuh kan aku.

Thanks to my beloved friends sebab support aku. Aku tak perlukan kau dan kau tak perlukan aku. Maafkan aku kerana menyakiti kau dan juga ahli keluarga kau. Aku tak nak sakitkan hati family aku dan kawan-kawan aku dah. Aku sedar jatuh bangun aku adalah bersama family aku dan beloved friends. Aku tak perlu toleh belakang hanya sebab kau. CUKUP! Bye bye.

Fantasy

Hey Readers,

Two weeks ago if not mistaken, I was back to the old hobby - reading comics. At first I held my book entitled "Pakcik Kaki Panjang" but ultimately I do not like then I buy another book. "I definitely will buy next week (this week)" I talk to myself. Then my bff buy that books. Have two book tittle epilog and prolog. She buy both. She read the book and she told me that the book is very touching and sad hearts. What else my heart revolted I bought the book as well. This week I was able to buy and also I spent the afternoon reading in the comics. Syda talk right, the book touches feelings BUT why I do not feel anything. This feeling numb. Like I lost feeling. I unimaginable if I like the girl in the comic. Hurmmm everything is possible.

(-.-')

Hey Reader,

I am just an ordinary girl. Gross, a lot of play, never serious.sometimes I make all my friends laugh with my behavior and fantasy. but I'm aware, not all that exciting in my life forever.

I think I am tired of life. Each time, seconds, and when there is only the fiber makes me about the world. does not qualify me to live in peace.? hurmmm, I am a normal human being who has a heart and feelings.I also want decent living. but why some people can not see me happy. willing to stir my life.

I do not belong to you, and do not belong to anyone. so please do not disturb my life. we are just friends after what happened in the 'friendship' we. between you and I are only friends.i deserve for the better life even with anyone. I am sorry to know you.

お友達

お友達,

i tried to make all of you laugh, comfortable being beside me and also make so sweet in every moment with me. but as all of you known. i'm just a simple girl, pretty clumsy and always make difficult to all of you. im sorry. i tried very harder to make everything smooth but.... everything become difficult.

親友, i know everything are not at the smooth place but please accept me as who i am. im just tried not make annoy in your life. don't difficult your mind with what had i done to you. im sorry. im just a simple person and make everything done well. i had feeling and i know what is 傷つける.

めいめいがみな, i not a 完璧女の子. my hair 常に滞在していません in place & I 零れる 物事 a lot. I'm かなり不器用な & sometimes I have a ブロークンハート. 私の友人 & I sometimes けんか & maybe some days 何も goes right. but when i think 約 それは & take a ステップ バック I remember how びっくりするような 生活 truly in & that maybe. just maybe. I like being 完璧ではない...

당신을 사랑합니다?

Hey Readers,

Seriously I don't know why lately Im so depress. my feeling melayang-layang and I feel like in hell. Last night I watch movie that my friend give it to me - A Moment to Remember (Korean). From the beginning of movie are too slow but I like the ending. Her husband so patient even though his wife loss memory that we call as "loss memory diesease". Her husband never express the word I Love You BUT in ending of story her husband suddenly and finally said that he loves his wife much more that his wife loves him. How sweet right.? I love to watch love movie even though Im not a lucky person in love relationship. haha!

Anyway I hope that all my friend; Syda, Fae, Johan, Aizat, Zed Radzai, Diana, Hani, Ekin meet with their true love, don't be like me. You all deserve for the better love relationship. I love so much you guys. Hopefully God does not break off our friendship. I can not live without you all.

Last but not least,누군가 내가 사랑하는 당신은하지만 우리는 뜻은 아닙니다. Thanks being in mylife even for a while as friend. Lost of Love.

Experiment + Experience = Exit

Hey Readers,

Last Monday Me, Syda and Fae need to grooming our self. New Grooming, New Attitude, New Style. haha~ Our class end up at 2pm and after that we decided to go The Mines using Fae car. Like a picnic on my mind, aku pon bawak la roti panjang, muffin and mineral water. konon la nak picnic padahal dalam kereta jew pon.

Ops! kereta fae kehabisan minyak, xkan la nak guna minyak masak lak kan. so kiteOrg pon gi la kat stesyen minyak berhampiran a.k.a shell. Bak kata Fae-'Lebih Kilometer and support buatan Malaysia'. Padahal petronas sebelah jew kot kalo nak support buatan Malaysia. ape daa dier nie.
Pastue ada la 1 mamat nie ckp kat aku-"awak tayar pancit ek?", then dia trus blah. aku dengan bajet nyer pikir dia nak ngorat tapi rupanya betol tayar pancit. Dem! Dengan terkial² nya kami tak tahu langsung nak tukar tayar. Tetiba datang 1 hamba tuhan, kali nie bukan nak ngorat ok! Bia aku gelarkan dia as Uncle A. Uncle A la ajar kiteOrg tukar tayar semua. New Experience beb!

Then ngat kan dah happy ending tapi ada lagi masalah. Bila dah sampai salon ramai lak manusia di situ, then dengan hampa nya kami gi makan di mekdi. Perghhh sumpah cam sial! shake dia basi. I reapeat BASI! wah dah cam lagu Please Stand Up by Eminem lak. Sumpah pas nie aku xnak mintak shake kat mekdi dah. Malang yang berbau.

Lepas tue kiteOrg gi balik salon tue, so ader priority cikit la coz kiteOrg dah lama tunggu kan. Mula² syda. Chumil sial dier. Dem ah! nie jelez nie. then after that aku dgn fae. Sumpah aku tertidur time org salon shampoo rambut aku. time dia potong, lagi skali aku ketiduran. haha! Akhirnya kami groming with new hair. Thanx to our Hairstyling.

After that kiteOrg trus balik hostel. hari yang begitu menerujakan dan memalangkan ckit la. tapi whatever it is. we all are the bomb! haha~

Hey Readers,

As usual this week make me fatigue, eye bag, lack of sleep, and over tired. this word i really need to said so; "fuck up u bitch, don't pretend you are naive, berdiri atas kaki sendiri la!". huh! tak lega langsung mencarut cam tue. nak cakap depan2 cam x besh ar kan. sumpah aku penat dengan kerenah manusia. manusia yang bergelar manusia. aku seriously tak paham why those people ley wat bodoh jew tanpa rasa bersalah kat sesiape. macam big bos la plak aku rasa. huh! big W!

Dedicate

Selamat ulang tahun sayang

Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang

Ku nanti penuh kerinduan

Selamat tinggal, Selamat jalan

This song I dedicate for some one. Selamat Ulang Tahun. Hope your life more brighten then ever. Hope God bless you ever. Inside my heart you are my best moment even for a while. Thanks a lot.

Day by Day

Leave, yeah
I finally realize that I'm nothing without you
I was wrong, forgive me.

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo

I sigh deeply as if the ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out, "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation, but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you,
did he make you cry?
Dear, can you even see me,
did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because
I can't get closer nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself,
erasing my thoughts a thousand time

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you
Take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day, I become duller

I cry, cry
You're my all
Say goodbye, bye
Oh my love
Don't lie, lie
You're my heart
Say goodbye

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her
So I won't ever get a different mind
Even the smallest regrets won't ever be left out
Please live well as if I should be jealous

You should always be like that bright sky
like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that
As if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
(after leaving me)
Those tears will dry completely
(as time past by)
It would've hurt less
If we didn't meet at all
I hope you will bury our promise
Of being together forever
I pray for you

Basic

Hey Readers,

aku rasa dah lama aku tak menulis dalam bahasa melayu blog aku nie. hurmmm now aku nak back to basic dari first aku start blog nie. mulakan secara rojak. english and malay. okay kan.?? aku xtaw nape aku rasa kehidupan begitu kejam. kawan makan kawan, i mean tikam belakang bukan makan cam nasi. kawan yang dah lame menghilangkan diri tanpa sebab dan alasan kukuh. kawan yang ada di depan mata dan menwatkan diri kiter seperti ilusi di hadapan dia. kawan yang mementingkan diri sendiri. hurmmmm tue ker kawan namenyer.??

bak kate bestie aku syda - " kiter tak perlukan kawan baek kerana kawan baek tue la yang kiter tak declare kawan akan jadi sejati akhirnyer." bagi aku ko tetap kawan baek even aku try tak nak menganggap ko kawan baek. tapi sumpah ko memang kawan sejati. tegur ak dengan maki hamun bagi aku sedar betapa ader lagi orang laen sayang aku. thanks babe. ko memang terbaek dari cheras.

bak kater johan - "kawan baek nie bukan bertahun-tahun kawan. kadang-kadang kawan baek terjadi selepas ko gado besar and membenci antara satu same laen then tetibe ko ley jadi click dengan orang ko benci become bestfriend ko." betul juga ade kebenaran cakap jo. aku dulu mana ader suke syda. siap kutuk-kutuk lagi then tetibe kami jadi kawan baek. hangout, sharing everything together.

bak kater fae lak - "aku tak pernah ader kawan baek selaen mu, syda and zue. laen hanya kawan jew." fae memang cam nie. dier jujur. tak pernah ambik pot hal orang laen. yang dier taw dier nak kawan-kawan dier hepi and paling penting perangai dier tak menyakitkan hati sesiapa.

bagi aku, even aku tak banyak kawan yang click dengan aku. tapi aku syukur kerana di pertemukan dengan dieorang nie. padahal kami dulu tak la click. then we share everything. korank aku sayang korank. to all readers, pilih la kawan and bukan lawan. kawan sejati akan mencorak kiter menjadiu yang terbaek. thanks for reading this post.

With Atitude!

Hey Readers,

Last 2 weeks i totally weak. A lot of problem, lazy and such the damn feeling when you create the stupid act. Huh! that me. I dont know. Then my bestie ask me to accompany her to hangout n eat sundae. okay we meet at klcc park. what the best thing on that day is - we build up our atitude. And take some fotoshoot. here some of the best picture from us. Sorry i not as good to make this picture interesting arrange on each side. lol~

Word Missing

Beautiful, instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off the world when you are in sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares,
and loves being with you,
and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have you
the one who turns to his friends and says "THAT HER!"

He one of my past memory. When i turn back my memory, i cant deny that he one of part in my life. To avoid him I'm not too strong. But thanks to my beloved friends. Because you all i can stand until now. I'm happy with my life but sometime when sudden i think about him, i felt hurt. I always think that im too lucky but unfortunately im not. I always imagine that im the girl that he needed in life.

RedBull + Crap Shit = Bull Shit

Hey Readers,

Sometime i not feeling sick but people annoying beside me make me sick. what wrong with you all. have i disturb your life.?? Get your life la. Why so busybody disturb and talking shit about my life.?? You are also not perfect ok!

Some of my beloved friend avoid myself. i don't know why. When im asking the answer is "nothing". Hey just sincere with me. If some of my act makes you hurt say it! Don't pretend like nothing happen. And you know right that im not at kelompok Crap Shit. Why make myself invisible at you eventhough we are too close.??

i hate this week! i get poisoning food, my antibody not so good, my friend wat hal, my quiz test i can not score. Huh! hate so much!

DEM!DEM!DEM!

to Crap Shit GET YOUR LIFE!

The Greatest Memories untill now..

Hey Readers,

I don't know when were friend and absolutely is our friendship is sincere. Aizat is one of da kinda person, a little bit shy with me, sewel plus sengal and always make my face in 'udang kepanasan a.k.a merah'. Syda is cakap banyak fm, superB sengal plus sewel and the best in herself is she always make us laughing with her act. She sweet, cool and soooo cute. And pity to Aizat because syda always kenakan he with some of joke yang make him shy. Hahahaha.. Friends : i ♥ both of you and also enjoy with that day (1 march 2010)

:: Here some of our enjoyable day picture::



with heart

with attitude

with heart on V'day

hey readers,

On V'day my family and i make vacation on melacca. this photo are related with what we are feeling at. great, superB and sweet memories there. many places we go such as pernu-umbai (eating), safari nyte, taman botanikal, melacca town and other place. whatever pon, the travell so sweet and great.. ♥ my family so much (^o^)

V'day

Hey Readers...

what i need to share is about the V'day...tomorrow is the V'day..everyone in this world always waiting or just ignore this date 14 FEB..do i care.??for me the most best V'day in mylife when i hangout and citcat also leisure with my beloved friends and family..everyday for me is the V'day..is not about im single or i dont have anyone special..in logically, if we think that; should i just love him/his just only 1 day.??or just only on V'day.?? i dont think so..you should love the special one or people around you that love you on everyday..V'day is just for subjective..either need to celebrate or not is doesnt matter..

in marrige should remember 3 thing- 1st your bufday...2nd your wife/husband bufday...3rd your aniversary..so that is V'day important.??all of this just my opinion..if you all think that im to critism or "kolot" i dont care coz for me;everyone have their own opinion..so that, just chill out your day tomorrow and also bring your hepiness in life everyday..love you all readers..

NOT FEELING AT ALL

hey readers....

i must admit you were not a part of my book

but now if you open it up and take a look

you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

mengapa aku masih menanti

harapan yang kian tidak pasti

walau ku sedar hakikatnya

kau takkan kembali di sisi

light off...feeling with this quote...do no why im so depress..what you feel when you admire somebody then he/she not regonize you or "wat bodo"..??hate that..hopefully can throw he from my mind..to my 'kopi susu'..thanks make me feel like this...seriously i heppy being one of your friends..even just friend..

Childish Moment!

hey readers...
the best moment in my life when i had the bestfriend and understanding include "kepala gila-gila"..thank to God coz give me the best kawan in my life..such the great moment when we don't do anything just sitting "usha" people yang lalu lalang in front of you plus citcat in OPEN record...lol~ i felt that we are in oversea when we just leisure at park and take a picture in best angle..seriously you are in low presure when you do like us...my gurlfriends thank for the better leisure...we meet again next time ok.???to fae hepi bufday...we all celebrate earlier than your date...

kosong itu zero

aku baru jew habis baca blog kawan-kawan ku...paling aku terpikir nape mesti kita gado hanya sebab lelaki.???korang ada jawapan.???ok la...aku share something yang aku rasa melalui pemikiran kuno aku (maybe kuno kot.!)..

firstly - maybe kerana kekurangan lelaki hot [tak pon hanya dia jew di mata korang dia hot padahal memang la dia hot sebab name dia burn or dia berkulit burn].

Secondly - mungkin juga dia imam masjid. mungkin kerana dia boleh bimbing korang ke arah kebaikan so aku rasa mungkin la dia menjadi rebutan gadis-gadis dan makcik-makcik sebagai menantu and bukan hantu.

thirdly - maybe kerana harta.so kepada gadis-gadis aku sarankan tak payah la korang nak mengharapkan harta kekayaan dia.padahal itu semua adalah harta kekayaan mak dan abah dia.bukan harta dia.so that baek korang cari harta sendiri dari depend on lelaki.independent la.kata suka dengar lagu indie so being independent woman la.

fourth - mungkin kerana korang suka tengok perempuan laen merana or saket hati kerana kehilangan orang yang dia sayang or orang yang dia sayang berpaling tadah or curang.hey cammon la.korang pon perempuan apa perasaan korang kalo orang korang sayang blah cam tue jew dekat perempuan laen.KARMA beb!and aku rasa kalau korang jenis bitch mungkin la korang tak berperasaan sebab jenis-jenis cam nie memang tak kesah ambik hak orang laen and saket kan hati orang laen.

fifth - maybe la sebab jodoh. tapi seriously aku paling tak suka lelaki yang akan cakap "ala couple jew dengan sesiapa mana taw tue jodoh kita". nie adalah ayat-ayat lelaki LOOSER.hey common beb.!korang ley couple and make it ke arah jodoh.bukan cari pasal pegi couple dua tiga.tolong la stand.macam tak ada masa depan cakap macam tue.

finally aku taip jugak apa aku pikir pada otak sewel aku nie.beside that aku pon rasa TERseru nak cakap to all gurl or woman being independent becoz sometime you can depend on guy BUT mostly you must depend on yourself.stand by your own feet!

Memory Park

sorry if now baru update blog...now i being as student again...so that my time soooo limit...hahaha..neway thank to God becoz of that kami di temukan semula setelah lama d pisahkan...lepak sampai petang yang xboleh disangkal when jo asking da "BOOM" question...OMG...hahaha...memang da hot la time tue even cuaca tidak la hot mana..and as usually we are open minded and can talking anything anywhere...these some of our hepi-hepi muka...